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BUBBLES
is...
I
do enjoy digging into my childhood, a time of immense curiosity and
indulgence that still continues as I age, however that is not the period
of my life I wish to speak about, rather I wish to talk a little about
Bubbles now. Well no, wait! I will spend a few minutes discussing my
childhood because that's the best part of the Bubbles story.
I
spend most of my time fantasing about sex, fantasing about boys, girls,
school teachers, women, cousins, Barbie dolls. Then when I was 13 I
tried to have sex with a boy of the same again in my theater class,
as one virgin with another. Totally wrong of course. It didn't last
longer than a couple seconds, pretty much your typical get it over with
quick scheme. I was disgusted and yes I know I was only 13 but still,
it really turned me off of sex, in a 'vanilla ice cream' sort of way.
Then
purely by chance, a friend lent me a dirty magazine from his father's
stash. But this wasn't your ordinary dirty girl mag, it was a bondage,
ropes and dope sort of magazine. I was dumbfounded, thunderstruck, I
burst into tears. I had never seen anything like it and yet, it excited
me to no end. My friend yelled, 'that's not how it's done,' and I agreed
with him, 'it doesn't look like that one bit, but it should!" I
was young, excited, curious and carefree, I told myself I would do something
similar.
Luckily
enough no one told me it was dangerous to tie yourself up and gag oneself
alone,otherwise I would have stopped immediately. I don't know, maybe.
No matter. So yes, that's how Bubbles began to play fetish. On myself
at age 13 because a boy came in his shorts to early.
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